Monday, May 30, 2011

ALWAYS AFTERALL...

If you're ever faced with sorrow
don't ever stop believing that happiness will come around.
What's a day not followed by night?
What's a journey with no goal in sight?
Smile in the face of sorrow and sing....



If there's ever a lack in life,
if your eyes ever moisten with strife,
don't you shed a single tear, don't be sad,
don't give up on the world.
Let it not shake you, hurt you or ache you.
Laugh and proclaim to the world
that the days of sunshine will be here again.
Seasons will go and come



Let storms blow with all their might.
Your flame may flicker, don't turn out that light.
Through the darkest night,
through wrong and right,
we need to keep moving on, however hard it might get.
Exhale your fears with every breath.
I always say; the clouds may rumble over,
let the sun shine through.

Always afterall, love is all that matters and
love conquers all. These were words i put together for someone i loved so dear, i told him to read it every time he felt down and remember that when all seems lost, nothing is cause he's got me. Unfortunately, he did things that hurt my very soul but i read this again myself and i still believe that love does coquer all. Have a good one y'all...

Sunday, May 1, 2011

Taking charge...

I woke up late today...again. The deal is, i sleep at dawn earliest 3am. Most of the time 5am or 6am. When i finally get some sleep, i sleep well till i'm disturbed. Anyway, i brushed my teeth read my Bible and talked to God after which i continued the game "Hit man 2 Silent assassin". Lovely game by the way, really interesting. I completed it today. Well, by the time i realized i had not taken break fast or lunch, neither have i had my bath, It was 2pm. I ate the loaf of bread remaining and was feeling lonely. Before those thoughts that i had managed to lock out began to creep in again i decided to take a bike ride. I love bike rides.
             Point of this story is; you can take charge of your feelings, events that you have control over and your thoughts. As i took my ride, i found myself close to water view. Water view is a small lake in the town i live. People go there for different fun reasons. I go there cause i'm in love with water bodies.They give me a feeling of calm and peace. The lake did remind me of the beach but it didn't make me sad from the memories. I was excited as i ordered a drink and pepper soup which was delivered really late by the way. Better late than never i guess. The couple of times i came here, i had brought someone dear to me along. Once was to cheer him up, subsequently, for fun and internet connection... Don't ask... Funny thing is, we haven't spoken since we had a fallout some weeks back but i really don't want to talk about that. People always come and leave only few real ones remain for life.
               I enjoyed the serenity at the bank of the lake, watched kids and their families play, i watched friends and lovers talk and i saw those who came alone too. By the time i checked my watch it was 6:30pm. I had to get back before dark. When i got to my room, contrary to my expectation, i felt fine. Refreshed you can say. Tomorrow, i'm expecting my ex-boyfriend. I asked him to come. Damn! I'm impulsive that way. I needed to talk to someone some days back, and he's the only other person that ever understood me plus we still talk so i called him and he said he'd be here tomorrow. Now i'm thinking maybe it isn't such a great idea. I guess i'll find out tomorrow. I have to go now, enough bore already. In my side of the world, it's good night. Yours maybe good morning or afternoon possibly evening... who cares. Have a good one y'all.