Taking charge...

I woke up late today...again. The deal is, i sleep at dawn earliest 3am. Most of the time 5am or 6am. When i finally get some sleep, i sleep well till i'm disturbed. Anyway, i brushed my teeth read my Bible and talked to God after which i continued the game "Hit man 2 Silent assassin". Lovely game by the way, really interesting. I completed it today. Well, by the time i realized i had not taken break fast or lunch, neither have i had my bath, It was 2pm. I ate the loaf of bread remaining and was feeling lonely. Before those thoughts that i had managed to lock out began to creep in again i decided to take a bike ride. I love bike rides.
             Point of this story is; you can take charge of your feelings, events that you have control over and your thoughts. As i took my ride, i found myself close to water view. Water view is a small lake in the town i live. People go there for different fun reasons. I go there cause i'm in love with water bodies.They give me a feeling of calm and peace. The lake did remind me of the beach but it didn't make me sad from the memories. I was excited as i ordered a drink and pepper soup which was delivered really late by the way. Better late than never i guess. The couple of times i came here, i had brought someone dear to me along. Once was to cheer him up, subsequently, for fun and internet connection... Don't ask... Funny thing is, we haven't spoken since we had a fallout some weeks back but i really don't want to talk about that. People always come and leave only few real ones remain for life.
               I enjoyed the serenity at the bank of the lake, watched kids and their families play, i watched friends and lovers talk and i saw those who came alone too. By the time i checked my watch it was 6:30pm. I had to get back before dark. When i got to my room, contrary to my expectation, i felt fine. Refreshed you can say. Tomorrow, i'm expecting my ex-boyfriend. I asked him to come. Damn! I'm impulsive that way. I needed to talk to someone some days back, and he's the only other person that ever understood me plus we still talk so i called him and he said he'd be here tomorrow. Now i'm thinking maybe it isn't such a great idea. I guess i'll find out tomorrow. I have to go now, enough bore already. In my side of the world, it's good night. Yours maybe good morning or afternoon possibly evening... who cares. Have a good one y'all.